Kurt Cobain’s suicide note.
18 years today.
God bless that tortured soul.
Not even worth a wank.
It’s really weird because when I was with Liam I couldn’t imagine him ever not being in my life. But now, I want him to just get the fuck out of it. I’ve realised that perhaps I can hold a grudge unknowingly against someone for a long time. I cherish every day that I don’t see him and if I do happen to bump into him in town or w/e I get so like annoyed at him. For being a general bumhole. Idk, I have issues =)
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I’m really tired.
So I’m going to rant on tumblr instead of sleep. Makes sense…
But basically, I’m sick of stupid stuck up girls in my school. They’re nothing special, they wear nice clothes and have pretty made up faces all the time. So what? It doesn’t make them any better than I am. Most of the time I go to school in my glasses with my hair unbrushed but straightened a little. Simply because I don’t go to school and try to make it a modelling contest. I go to school to gain myself an education, not popularity. Yet if I don’t go to school wearing my contacts and my miniscule amount of make up and perfectly straightened hair I feel inadequate stood next to these girls. Because they’re the girls that WILL bitch about your appearance. I get paranoid a lot that people are laughing at me behind my back. Because, I sit near two of them in one of my lessons and to be honest, the amount they slag off their friends I’m surprised they even have any. But apparently to be popular you hae to wear expensive clothes and be a complete bellend to anyone who you deem ‘not good enough’. Having a shitty attitude like that will get them no-where in life, because people grow up, and they realise they don’t need to keep on behaving a certain way to get people to like them, they can be themselves. Which is something I’ll always credit myself for. I know I’m not very pretty. (Luke shush right now), I don’t have any self confidence in my appearance. Sometimes I think I look okay, but that’s about it. So I try to cover my low self esteem up by having a very outgoing personality (most of the time) I’m always up for a laugh, I can take a joke and I’m honest. If I have something to say then I’ll say it, I won’t hold back, I’ll try to make it seem less harsh than how it sounds in my head, because it’s one thing being honest and another being a complete bitch. And that’s spmething I don’t want to be. Sure I bitch about people, but I’ve either already said the things I’ve said too them or I say things that I’ll have no problem repeating to the person. I like to see both sides of an argument, discussion etc. Normally I have my own viewpoint but I’ll always listen to other peoples. I don’t know, I needed to rant okay done.
